| Wow man I havent wrote in this thing in forever!!! Alot is going on.. Everyone is using myspace now.. Well lets see here.. Britt is graduated now.. And in a month from today I am going to be making the biggest change of my life.. It is so exciting but very scary at the same time.. I am very proud of the roads I have taken thust far.. I have completed high school and about to earn my assoicates degree in have the initals RMA beside my name which is extremely exciting!! My last name is about to change.. I keep looking at the past and think about everything I have been through and how hard I have worked to get where I am today.. I am proud of the person I have become even if no one else is! Life is just soo amazing!! I just keep blinking and everything just keeps changing.. Wow! thats the only word I can explain life as.. It is unexplainable and unpredictable.. Well I hope all is well with everyone!!! I love you all !!!!
Jenn |
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| Hey Everyone.. How is life treatin ya'll.. Things could be alot better here.. Well only 4 months till I get married and I cant wait.. I wont be exactly how I want it cause I am paying for the whole thing but I guess that not what matters its just being able to spend the rest of my life with him! I just want to say how much I truly love him.. He is my rock and I really couldnt live without him.. The meds they have me on for my head makes me depressed and I get angry easily and I cry at a drop of at hat.. But he is very patient with me.. He doesnt get mad at me when I get mad for no reason.. even I dont know why.. sometimes.. Or when I cry and I have no reason really.. He just rubs my head and tells me its going the be okay.. He is the greatest thing that has ever happened to me.. And I am so glad to have him! There are other situations that have really been getting to me and I have been really upset about them and really just angry but I am working on it.. I dont know if it is the medicine and I am just making it all up in my head or what but I really cant take much more of it! I have been just soo furious about it and just cant get in a good mood sometimes.. But he is there to tell me that its not like that and that he loves me and everything is going to be okay.. Man I am so lucky to have found someone so special that treats me like a queen and sometimes I think I take advantage of that and for that I am sorry.. I love him soo much and if anyone objects to us getting married or anything like that they and kiss off and I dont care who it is! Well thats my peace for now.. Love you all!!!
Jenn |
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| Well for a couple of months now I have been having contant headaches and would not go away.. Well I went to doctor Adams ( family doctor ) who sent me to a nerologist.. His name is Doctor U. Cant pronouce his whole name..lol.. Well he ran an MRI on me and it came back good.. I didnt have any brain tumors or anything.. Well then he did a spinal tap on me.. Which for those who dont know if very painful!!! Well the spinal tap showed that I have fluid on my brain ( not good! ).. But my brain recepts it as a Brain Tumor so my head hurts alot worse then it should.. I have what is called PsudeoTumor Cerebri.. I go to the Opthmoloist on Thrusday which is an eye surgeron.. He will tell me how bad it actually is.. There are two things that could come from this.. One I could go blind.. which is very scarey but I honestly dont think it is that bad.. Or I could have surgery if it is that bad and have a shunt put in which releases the fluid.. I really hope I dont have to do that! So for the next couple of days just pray for me and lets hope it isnt as bad as looked to be! I am still having really bad headaches and he up my medicine till I see him on monday.. Just thought I would let you guys know what going on.. Love ya all
Jenn |
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| FRIEND?!?!?!
What was, can be no more.
What could have been is now impossible.
The things I have waited for, for what seems like an eternity,
These things are now but a faded dream in the night.
Emotions that were strong and confusing, recently depleted,
Are now brought to the light again.
Feelings that were thought hidden
Are now in my face screaming to me--why?
All that my world was, has now come to a foreseen, yet unexpected end.
The things that I held dear and secretive to me
Have now become an uncovered shadow,
Forever I will hold dear to me, your memory and constant voice in my head
All you are and all you have given me--
I will hold close to my heart and guard these memories
With my life, for that's all I have of you now.
Because you said,
Forever, my friend |
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| Hey Everyone.. How is it going.. I know I havent written in a long time but been really busy.. Life is going pretty good I would have to say.. I have picked out my wedding dress and bridesmaid dresses... Thats about the only thing I have done ... lmao.. Well school is going good.. I cant stand my A&PII teacher.. what else is new..lol...Well not much more going on.. I have been have tests done to see why I am having such bad migranes.. Tuesday I go and have a spinal tap done.. Not thrilled about that at all.. Friday and Saturday Me and Jason are going to look at houses.. And other than that nothing else has been going on.. Oh and yea I started back to work to today which was great.. Well talk to ya'll soon.. Love you all
Jenn |
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